Dear diary,

today I woke up late. more than usual… tough week, busy Saturday.

didn’t have breakfast, but lunch made up for it. jerked beef with cassava, I love it!

in the afternoon I didn’t do much. I watched the k-drama while I painted my nails (which turned out beautiful! I painted them pinkish purple).

when I got tired of watching TV, I went upstairs and looked at the sky. the music along with the beautiful sky made me think about life and everything that is happening, I cried.

the longing hit hard today, it’s not being easy.

I bough cake to comfort me. and pizza (unfortunately the bacon was salty, but it was delicious).

I watched my comfort movie: made of honor. and I keep thinking: who wouldn’t marry their best friend??? today I’m dating mine. hope one day it evolves into something more…

I took a nice hot shower. I needed it!

I miss him. 

it’s been more than a week that i feel constant headaches (migraine i think). I’m tired of taking medicine everyday, don’t know if my body can handle this. 

worried about my health but I don’t do anything to change it. 

I joined the gym last friday. It helps maintain my sanity…  I think it’s a great first step, just need to make it a routine. 

Time can change a lot of things but never my mind about you.

- skin, bones and too much love by S.L. Gray